Letting Go

Just because I laugh and smile, doesn’t mean I’m not hurting from the pain. Aside from other more pressing and concerning issues in my mind, there are times when I am now able to forget about the unhappiness, something that has been alluding me these past few months.

I am starting to make progress in my life. I feel a bit removed from the whole situation. Even though there is the odd occasion in which we communicate. The general sense I'm getting is that this person no longer wants to deal with me on a personal level. The talk may all sound casual and friendly, but to me and to this person, it is only civil and on the surface.

I am not going to stop talking about the uneasiness until I feel that it no longer hurts me. It is then that I learn to do things on my own terms, and learn to let go.