The Pursuit of Happiness

What Happens...

...when you are depressed???
...when you are disappointed???
...when you have had enough of dealing with something on your own?

Shall I confront the uneasiness by demanding the truth, even if I will be hurt? Do I lower my expectations? Do I settle for 2nd choice? Do I choose the easy way out? Or do I numb myself with work and material goods?

This is the dilemma that is unanswered by even more questions. The happiness I seek is unfounded so far.

The pursuit continues.
It's conclusion a mystery.
The cynicism grows.

Je suis très deçu.
I am tired, so very tired.